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14 May 2010 @ 11:59 pm
You are very precious in my life,
And you know that is true.

To be with you is all that I need,
because with you my life seems brighter with you by my side.

I will fly into your arms,
And be with you to the end of time.
Why are you so far away?
You know it's very hard for me to get myself close to you..

You're the reason I keep going,
and you make it makes it easier for me to pass day by day missing you
because i know i am one day closer in meeting you.

i miss you.
 
 
Current Mood: melancholymelancholy
 
 
02 May 2010 @ 12:44 am
my DELL is dead HUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.  YET AGAIN, another laptop died in my hand.
i think my hand exudes some kind of heat or electricity -.-
this is so lameee. just 2 months. record. HAHA.

my mum was laughing so hard. lol. she was like 'i wonder whats wrong w ur hand'
miss homeee >.<

and i just realised the new lappie doesnt hv webcam. oh which age does this lappie come from? HAHA.
so funny. bf was complaining... "i am like talking to myself"

elise roomie told me before i left melbourne that she felt that shes grew attached to me and felt very dependent on me...
But now i realise that we actually depend on each other.... not only her. MISS you babee.
groceries together, stupid dance around the house, lame  jokes, cried tgt...

sometimes, when i look at people around me tht has housemates, I will always think back of the old timesss.
funny how fate brings us to a totally different world from where we used to be :)
 
 
Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful
 
 
25 April 2010 @ 12:37 pm
The silence isn't so bad
till i look at my hands and feel sad
because the spaces between my fingers
are right where yours fit perfectly.
 
 
Current Mood: mellowmellow
 
 
30 March 2010 @ 09:39 pm
i think napping is the best way to spend your afternoon hahaha.
sleeping feels so surreal and comfy and warmmmmmm. i just love to sleep.

mum is coming. YAY to more shopping HEHE :D
although, i am thinking to save money now and spend it later when i go to the states!! AWESOME.

sent bdae present for chubi <3 
we havent talked for ages now. miss her lots!!
sometimes when i am alone here, i would think of those times we spent talking n doing nonsense at home hahaha. 

nonetheless, i am grateful at where i am right now, and 
the friends and family i have in my life :)
 
 
Current Mood: gratefulgrateful
 
 
30 March 2010 @ 09:19 pm
we don't need big things to keep us happy.
we just need little things that come from the heart.

people come and go in your life,
but they leave footprints in your heart along the way.
some in the form of joy and laughter,
while some are in the form of fights and tears.

no matter what it is,
we will always look back and 
smile. because we know
we will never be the same person without them.

Sometimes, i look back and think
how amazing and magical it is to know those
people who have helped to shape me 
as who i am today.

It might start from a simple smile,
or a simple hi.
But today,
we couldn't even imagine
ourselves without them. 
 
 
Current Mood: creative
 
 
04 February 2010 @ 02:20 pm
:)  
life isnt that hard is it.

if i sing a song
would you dance with me?

photo by nicoline patricia malina.
awesomee!

 
 
 
Current Mood: chipperchipper
 
 
30 January 2010 @ 01:56 am


I need no paper love.

Show me what you've got,
and I will embrace it.

We can work without the perks just you and me
thug it out till we get it right.

cos I like you just the way you are.
but, Could you handle me they way i am?



I know you would :)
 
 
Current Mood: lovedloved
 
 
30 January 2010 @ 01:48 am
<3  
Back in indo for 2 weeks already. I have been living like a pig, so yeah basically i only eat and sleep and game and watch tv. 
but weirdly, I enjoy all that. hahaha :)

and being back made me less being online.. i dont know why. it must be the games! or the nap-s! LOL. 

Thinking back, the last clubbing  at Rebel with DD, syl, chris, claire, jess, jess, bfs.... bla bla bla was kind of fun :). It was one whole big group, like 20+ people? and they opened great deal of CHIVAS. 

the dancing part was hot! although its a bit too crowded, didnt dance much. haha Seven @ melb please!

i miss everyone  in sg  <3<3 hope u guys are doing well!! 
xoxo


i am reaching out to you. slowly but surely <3

 
 
Current Mood: boredbored
 
 
30 January 2010 @ 01:26 am
<3  
Back in indo for 2 weeks already. I have been living like a pig, so yeah basically i only eat and sleep and game and watch tv. 
but weirdly, I enjoy all that. hahaha :)

and being back made me less being online.. i dont know why. it must be the games! or the nap-s! LOL. 

Thinking back, the last clubbing  at Rebel with DD, syl, chris, claire, jess, jess, bfs.... bla bla bla was kind of fun :). It was one whole big group, like 20+ people? and they opened great deal of CHIVAS. 

the dancing part was hot! although its a bit too crowded, didnt dance much. haha Seven @ melb please!

i miss everyone  in sg  <3<3 hope u guys are doing well!! 
xoxo



 
 
Current Mood: boredbored
 
 
11 January 2010 @ 04:16 am
Wednesday, 23th Dec
Went to have dinner with DD and Suki at central. was planning to club together but... Butter Fac was too packed on wed night it was so crazy!! so instead, the Melbourne fam went to zirca :) i like Seven better tho. miss them!!

Thursday, 24th Dec
watched Sherlock Holmes with J and WL.  i fell in love with Robert downery. I think british accent is soo sexay! LOL. 

Friday, 25th Dec
I went to visit my friends for Christmas at CHC. the drama was mind blowing!!! :)) too bad Lin Ser had to booked in. hahaha but i met my old friends, people like Hadi, Rio, Juni.

Saturday, 26th Dec
brunch at hilton. Rebel again with JC friends! no, i am not addicted to clubbing lol. it was a night of fun! we clubbed with our former teacher, how crazy was that. and a lil bit of flirty dance with the s25 guys is alright i guess HAHAHA they are too sweet!! hearts.

Sunday, 27th Dec
Cousin affair with T. We went to shop like mad and oh gosh, i love bershka! to bits.

Monday, 28th Dec
Girrafe dinner with Marcus. its been 3 years since the last time we met up and talked. hahaha. its crazy how life could turn out to be. this guy whom i innocently thought i would marry just because we dated for like 2 years. Now, thinking back, it was madness. 
visited his mom at Icon too :) 

Tuesday, 29th Dec
MOMMY IS HERE till the 5th Jan. this means shopping till late night everyday. since, its pretty mundane i wont blog about it. hahaha. But i went to watch movie with Den Von cs. and ym and the guys at night. MIDNIGHT MOVIE KILLS!! 2AM with I ocassionally too ftw.

Tuesday, 5th Jan 2010
Sent mom's off and i was late 2 hours for movie with LS. i couldnt stop apologising. hahaha. TCC afterwards with I.

Wednesday, 6th Jan
I's farewell dinner. I was stucked in the car with Den for like what 2 hours, again. hahaha Den, he is such a "safe" driver. i always hate goodbye-s.

Saturday, 9th Jan
Bye I :( hallo Hen. midnight movie again, the morgan with Von Den Hen Gav Ton Ben M.